Click here for a letter.Have you ever had that click with someone? Instantly you are friends from the get go. You can just sit there for hours and talk. You don’t though. Even though you would want to. Years down the line you keep meeting up on facebook, email, sometimes meeting for different events. They have always been there for you. Then the situation gets sticky. They are no longer free to just be your friend.
Although both try to be in the best way. Then suddenly something happens to change the comfort of it all. While you end up confiding in that other person, you suddenly realize you respect them too much. For different reasons you have to cut off the ties, especially on facebook. It’s then you sit there wishing you hadn’t lost a friend. Wishing they knew how much you missed them as a friend.
Wishing after a while that things could be back the way they were before, but they can never be. Things are different now. Once it was open in the air to what it really was… what the friendship had become… too much caring…too much being great friends…when circumstances did not permit to be so. It was the hardest thing for you to do. You still sit there when they come on facebook, and you just wonder how they are doing, if they are okay, wishing you could talk again. But you can’t. Now you know. Now they know. At least part of it they know. Only if they knew how much you missed them. Only if they knew how much you still cared…
Missing your friendship,
—A
it’s okay; if they don’t know you always care, then you never would have had that connection in the first place. it existed before the two of you recognized it, and it lasts regardless of silence, distance, or time. just accept it as the precious gift it is, and pray they do the same. if it happens, what comes as a result of the understanding is that you’re both back on the same path again, effortlessly. i’ll pray for you and your friend, in the hopes there’s some peace from the chaos of your doubts. faith is there whether it’s embraced or not, and it always waits patiently… love is friendship at its very essence, and that’s the single constant in life and even in death… love… such a beautiful, terrifying, humbling experience. but it’s strength most people aren’t brave enough to earn.
…let them know you miss them, reach out. they probably want to hear from you. They probably want to know if you still care. I used to have this guy in my life. He was my best friend; I gave him my whole heart as a friend, and he left with no word as to why, after three years of friendship. To this day…regardless of how much harm he did I pray for him. I love him, and there isn’t one day I don’t wish that he would come back in my life and stay for real.
im not sure what to say but i want you to know that you just found a way to describe something i have been trying to figure out for a while now i completely understand what you are saying however i wish more then anything he would say he cares it would be a messy disaster but it could be worth it thank you