In My Moment of Weakness

I’ve been searching. I’ve been tracing the lines desperate for the love I crave. So torn between different paths. So lost. So messed up. I’m reminded of how messed up my life and thoughts are right now.

But then tonight… He reminded me that He always forgives me and welcomes be back with open arms. Why do I always do this? It’s not about me. It’s about him. This triangle of confusion has got my heart hurting even more. In the midst of it all tonight He has been teaching me about love. I know so little. You’d think that after all this time I would really know. I mean really know!

He reminds me so much. His patience is never ending.

In my moment of weakness He is reaching out.

“Tonight I’ve got to remind you what real love is and always has been. Don’t forget me. Don’t forget your first love story. Don’t forget that I have loved you more than anyone else ever has. Don’t forget I see the hurt you are going through. I see the confusion and I know your heart better than anyone else. I love you. I can help you. I will. Turn it over to me. Lay it at my feet. Don’t be afraid. I know you. When you search for love. When you crave it… when it’s not where you would expect it to be… know that I have always and will always love you. Let me write upon your heart and show you the love you crave… that you search for,” He says.

“God,” I ask.

“What is love?”

“Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. It does not demand its own way. It is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged. It does not rejoice about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance.”
—1 Corinthians 13:4-7

Love,
ANEWDAY