I’m glad you let me go because if you hadn’t I wouldn’t have found him.
I wouldn’t smile almost everyday.
I wouldn’t know what it’d feel like to actually count on someone.
To answer every text.To ask me everyday how I was.
I wouldn’t know what it was like to be myself around someone and not feel judged.
I wouldn’t know what it’d feel like to have a guy open the door for me, pay for dinner, walk me to my front door, want to meet my parents, and drive a whole two hours just to spend a few hours with me.
I wouldn’t know what it’d be like for a guy to want me to wear less makeup because he thought I didn’t need it.
I wouldn’t know what it’d be like to have a guy appreciate how hard I work instead of complaining about it.
If you hadn’t have left me, I wouldn’t have found him. So, thanks.
I didn’t see it then…all I saw was how foolish I had been to let you in. All I saw was how you had hurt me, but now all I can see is him, and how maybe you ending us led me straight to him….
You’ll probably never read this, but thanks. Thanks for everything Josh. I only hope you can have this much one day.
Thanks for teaching me that everything happens for a reason.