If only you knew how complicated my mind is. I often do wonder if you see what is inside my head. Yes, you have been there when I needed you which I am so grateful for. But, you will never understand how this depression gets to me. It feels as if I am losing myself
Read more →Tonight you told me you’re not coming back. So tonight I convinced myself that maybe we’re meant to lose the ones we love. But with everything I have in me, I will fight for you until then. I love you so much and I know our friendship will never be the same if you leave.
Read more →I’m so alone and lonely that I can’t tell whether I’m supposed to lick my wounds until this all gets better or I’m supposed to just lay down and wait to die. If it sounds bleak, that’s because it honestly is. I’m doing so many good things: I stopped drinking forever (almost 2 months now)
Read more →You’re my best friend in the entire world. You are here for me through it all. You know me better than anyone ever has. You understand me. You’re beautiful, sweet, loving, caring, complicated, aggravating, and so frustrating. But you’re the best and I wouldn’t change a thing. You make me so happy. I’m terrified of
Read more →I can’t remember the last time I’ve been truly happy. The past three years of my college career I felt like my life has been on pause. I’ve been watching all my friends move on with their lives while mine has remained the same. My best friends all got boyfriends and are too concerned with
Read more →Happy Birthday Kevin c.K. I love you and I wish I could be there with you right now.
Read more →I once lived in a waiting room. By this, I do not mean that I rested for a while, reading glossy magazines waiting for my name to be called. No, I actually lived there. I had two chairs and an end table to call home. I watched the days go by with my forehead pressed
Read more →These last six weeks have been hell for me. Scratch that these last six months have been hell for me. I’ve gone through the emotional wringer with my ex-boyfriend, our old roommate, and you and I have become closer as friends and even transcended that friendship to admit that we’ve always been attracted to each
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