• Archive for January 19th, 2012

    what if?

    by  • January 19, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Lost Love • 5 Comments

    I wonder if he would hate me if he knew the truth, the truth about why i still talked to him for two weeks after i broke his heart… Would he hate me because i never told him about it? Would he hate if he knew i never wanted it? i still would have had

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    by  • January 19, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Letting Go • 0 Comments

    I don’t even really know what to say to you anymore. I used to have things to say…Ever since I regained myself, after you left me completely broken by your lies in the middle of the street…I’ve had things to say. Since I realized how wrong you were about everything, and how you manipulated everything,

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    by  • January 19, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Addiction • 1 Comment

    Sometimes I feel so hopeless, because you barely know I exist, yet I find myself day dreaming of being in your arms, or even just talking to you. I’m so lost in you and you don’t even care. I hope to find a way to get your attention, but I’m scared you’ll just think of

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    So many unanswered questions

    by  • January 19, 2012 • Heartbreak • 0 Comments

    Tommy, I just want to know what changed. Everything was going fine, or so I thought. That’s always the problem with long distance…you can’t ever tell if something is off until it’s too late. Why did you wait until after we got intimate? Why did you allow me to tell you what I had been

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    Just 2 more years

    by  • January 19, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Frustration • 0 Comments

    I have just realized that I have been bullied my whole life. People call me stupid and mean and make fun of how I talk or walk all the time. I stopped talking to people as much once I got to high school because I didn’t want people to make fun of me or deem

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