Hey Everybody, It’s J again, the suicidal one that wants to get hit by a train. It’s funny how I’m defining myself by that. I’m switching my name up, so if you feel like following my story, it’s possible. I’m going to call myself A7X Angel. I’ve fallen back on Avenged Sevenfold a lot. So
Read more →I just cleared out a year of letters from my bookmarks, from letters I’ve written, to ones I’ve commented on, to ones I just found interesting. I always hope the author will come back to keep us updated (apparently I’m the only nutcase that checks my letters on a regular basis…). I secretly hope someone
Read more →I felt it again when I saw you. I hope you did, too. There is more to us than this. I know it.
Read more →Darling, That is what I will call you. Or perhaps follow your name with “dear” like in Lady and the Tramp. Our first meeting will be epic. I’ll have butterflies and weak knees. Or perhaps it will be the opposite. Maybe I’ll think that you wouldn’t give me the time of day. You’ll have to
Read more →Okay, so here’s another letter I’ll never send you. I’m heart sick right now. Just so you know. The pictures you’ve posted of Tara are killing me. Your fascination with her is gut-wrenchingly hurtful. She’s like Vixen Fantasy Barbie. On a motorcycle. With tattoos. And that flawlessly perfect butt and not a spare ounce of
Read more →Dear Wolfie, It’s been months since we had an actual conversation. During that time, we’ve been in different places, and I think we just drifted apart. But we never really talked about it, never quite settled things. The other day I texted you for the first time in these last few months, hoping to establish
Read more →I realized something very important today. I’m still alive. I’m still here; living, breathing. I have family and friends who care about me, a place to live, and a job. I can afford food and a decent car. I want you to close your eyes, right now, c’mon. I want you to take a deep
Read more →i meant the complete opposite. for a while i let myself believe you were too good for me, that if something ever finally did happen between us it would be on you, because you’ve got the upper hand. i finally realized i am the one that is too good for you. i care. i do
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