It’s been 5 years. 5 whole years. I know i should just move on and accept the truth; you will never feel this way towards me. I mean how could you? I’m THAT girl. The one you’ll never look at as more than a friend. So why do i keep putting myself into situations where
Read more →My heart is breaking and I don’t know why. I have a deep yearning and longing for Jacob, but I can’t get you or even Isaiah out of my head. I feel as if my heart is being squeezed, twisted and wrenched, especially today, for I know that I will not be able to talk
Read more →Tomorrow is the new year. You’ve been through alot this year. Even just this fall. You hit rock bottom but bounced back so quickly and are doing amazing. Working so hard. And because of this, we are setting goals for the new year, because I know you can follow through with them and reach them,
Read more →I can’t find the words to say how I feel. I’m happy and sad, certain and uncertain all at the same time. The past two years have been a test, both mentally and emotionally. I had my heart broken, went through a deep depression (still healing), and learned some important things about living. On this
Read more →why does everyone make such a big deal about new year’s eve? it’s just another day, with a different date. we do it everyday..change the date. yesterday was december 30th 2011, today is december 31st 2011. tomorrow will be january first 2012, what’s so great about that? it’s just another day. another day of loneliness.
Read more →You told me to trust you. you put thoughts in my head and made me build up this superficial romance. You put that ring on my finger with tears in your eyes proclaiming of how you love me and would never hurt me and how you just want to spend the rest of your life
Read more →i know why, but still after what six years? i still am here in the same that you visited, that same fat girl who you claimed to love me, yes in some ways i believe you & yet there is just no way you could because you didn’t leave her for me. Oh my love
Read more →You really are mess aren’t you. No goals no direction. You still with your mother, father & your backward brother. Every year it’s the same over & over. New Year comes & then every single day nothing your sit & on your bed & cry like the little girl your really are…wishing someone can make
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