I want things to go back to how they were in middle school and the beginning of high school. I cannot express how sorry I am that I neglected our friendship when I got a boyfriend. I would give up anything to just have you back in my life and be my friend. With you
Read more →I guess I had always dreamed of you coming back. I guess that is all I ever wanted. But the thing is, I never expected it to happen. When you walked away it was early July, but I didn’t let you go until the end of the month. I couldn’t do it; I just wanted
Read more →I love you. I really do, but you need to let me go. The times I’ve had with you were real and they were perfect, but we have grown separately for too long now. I have found someone else who is amazing, but given the choice I would still choose you every time. It’s killing
Read more →I suppose you assume that I have less in my life to worry about than you do. But I am not measuring my life’s hardships with anyone else’s. Just because I don’t tell the world my whole mountain of personal problems doesn’t mean that I don’t have them! You have no idea what I stress
Read more →I keep telling myself that i don’t have much to worry about… but in reality, i’m absolutely terrified that this is life threatening. with my family’s history, i have no idea what to expect. i’m too afraid to go to the doctor and find out… all i can do right now is cry because i’m
Read more →I thought for sure that I would be hung up on you at least until May. I’m so glad that I was wrong. I like someone new, someone so different from you. He’s smart, funny, and down-to-earth. You’re a sad hipster. I was studying for finals today in the library, you were there too, on
Read more →I TOLD THEM I was 7 1/2 months pregnant. I told my husband – “please” stop drinking, gambling, yelling at me. I told my mother – who lived two hours away, “please, come get me”. (When we got there, I had a placental abruption.) I told the ambulance driver – who asked about my husband,
Read more →You look at me strangely when I tell you I love to sleep. “Why not live your life instead?” you ask. “Sleeping is so boring.” I want to tell you that sleeping is the only time I’m at peace. That even in my nightmares I belong. Dreams are so much different than this world I
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