I am free. I am free of you. For the longest time I grieved. I was sad, desperate, desolate. For your love.
Little by little as time passed as the silence from you became deafening.
Through sheer will power and the power of prayer my heart began to slowly heal and my soul to quiet down.
The madness that I lived for you has given way to sanity once again.
My spirit is quiet again and even though the scar doesn’t show I know it is there.
I have prayed that for as long as I shall live to never feel what I felt for you ever again.
Only God knows what I went through. What I felt. There were moments when I wanted to give up.
I felt I couldn’t go on. I couldn’t imagine my life without you in it.
I couldn’t face never seeing you again and at the time it seemed impossible to live without you;
But the irony is that I am living without you and I am honestly quite happy.
Life is kind and it’s very good not thanks to you but thank you for teaching me what not to do and to not trust so easily again.
I am surrounded by people who love me and I have chosen to make that mine. Life is beginning to be beautiful again.