• It’s Just Another Chapter..

    by  • November 29, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Depression, Short -n- Sweet • 1 Comment

    I’ve messed up everything.
    My last boyfriend was talking crap about me to other girls, and talking about wanting to sex them while we were together.
    The guy that I’m falling head over heels for.. I messed it up with him.. I pray he forgives me..
    I don’t know what I did not to deserve love. But I know it must’ve been big.
    I’m not pretty. I’m not talented, smart, anything. I’m nothing but a failure, as mother has told me since I was born..
    I don’t think it’s worth it anymore.

    One Response to It’s Just Another Chapter..

    1. NoName
      November 29, 2011 at 7:08 pm

      You do deserve love- just because it isn’t working out for you now doesn’t mean that it won’t ever work out for you, because it will. And as for your mother, it is she who is the failure if she cannot bring herself to support her own child. I can only imagine how difficult bearing that knowledge must be but I sincerely hope you are able to find something worth living for, until things get better for you.

      And on a last note: you are all the things you think you are not. I am sure you are wonderful. <3

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