Last night, I had a dream that I was engaged. I was in the most absolutely perfect and happy relationship. The perfect balance of laughter, love, sex. I experienced every aspect of that in my dream. We laughed, joked around, cuddled, hooked up. It was amazing, I honestly thought I could feel this mystery fiancee cuddling me.
I’m 18, a virgin, and not in a relationship. I’ve had some run-ins with boys….but I’m so picky. I’m at a stage in my life where there is nothing that I want more than a boyfriend. Having a boyfriend is really all I think about nowadays.
My sister is engaged and I’m SOOOOO unbelievably jealous of what she has. She was even in my dream with her fiance and we discussed our weddings.
Wanna hear the saddest part? That dream I had? It was the happiest I’ve been in a LONGGGG time. I wish that mystery lover would appear in real life, and soon.</3