Take a breath. You feel that? You’re alive. You know why? Because you didn’t give up. You better be happy. If I find out you’ve wasted your life on not being happy, I will fuck you up. Someone taught me life is short, and they told me to live everyday like it was my last. You better be sticking to that, it was good advice.
I hope you’ve found someone. Remember that one time when you were fourteen and you thought you would never find anyone? And you did. You’ve probably found a lot of people by now. But I hope you’ve found that one person that makes you feel unstoppable. And makes you so happy you never feel any hurting. I hope you’ve fallen in love, but if you haven’t, I hope you’re still happy. I hope you got off your ass and finished your master’s degree, and I hope you’re helping those kids out, I hope you’re being there for them the way you needed someone to be there for you. I hope you’re living in America, beside your best friend, or with her even. I know you’re still surgically attached to her, I hope she’s happy too 🙂
I hope you look back at your life and smile. I never want you to regret a thing…but I can’t promise you you wont regret the many hangovers that are to come.
I love you. And you’ll never be alone. Remember that.