I’m a good looking girl. Lots of guys look at me. I don’t care about any of them. I am waiting to feel the way I remember feeling about you but it never comes. I really want to move on and be with someone new but I feel like I can’t love anyone. I’ve only ever felt love once with you and now it’s gone forever. I’m waiting to feel that magnetic attraction to someone like I felt with you. Like where I just need to be close to you. Like where everything in the world disappears when you’re there. Like I’m high off of every drug in the world mixed together. But I don’t feel like that about any guys. What we had was special but it is gone. I don’t think I’ll find it again.