• Fuck You, You Inconsiderate Bastard.

    by  • November 26, 2011 • Eff Off - You - or Up • 0 Comments

    Dear Ass Hole,

    Words cannot describe how much I despise you right now. I cannot believe that I ever fell for a person like you. I can’t believe how stupid I was. I should have listened to myself. seen the signs… but I didn’t. I ignored them and told myself I was just being paranoid from my other shitty relationship. I trusted you and my what a mistake that was.

    Do you have any idea what you did to me? Have any idea how much you hurt me? I would have been fine with just screwing around. Cuz we had some great sex. But you started talking about relationships and about how if you date someone you go in for the long haul. You don’t half ass it. Why would you start talking to me about relationships and stuff if you apparently “weren’t ready for one”? Why would you do that??

    I actually liked you. Can you believe that? I actually started to believe that maybe we would work out! I didn’t want titles and I didn’t want shit on Facebook. You said that was fine. We agreed on that. You wanted us to be exclusive. So basically boyfriend and girlfriend but no titles. THe relationship was between us and we didn’t need everyone else to know about it. That was fine. that was our arrangement. Never once though did you bother to tell me hey I really just want to fuck you. Everything else is a lie. I just want some sex till i get tired of you. You never once decided to inform me that you changed your mind about me and about how much you liked and cared about me.

    I will never forgive you for letting me come over that Thursday night after the movie. I was horny as all get out and boy did I let you know it. We had some great sex in all sorts of new positions. It was great. I was very happy when I went home. That was because I didn’t know how quickly after that it was all about to end. We had been going at it for almost 2 months by now. Long enough to say that we were together. RIght? You avoided me after that. You ditched me and made up excuses about why you couldn’t see me. I noticed. I notice everything. That is why i said we had to meet up that sunday and talk. THat is when you informed me that you only wanted to be friends. that you weren’t ready for a relationship. that you really just wanted to party. Well what the fuck!? I KNOW you knew that is how you felt on thursday but you failed to inform me of this. Did my feelings ever occur to you? Did it ever occur to you that I would cry because of you? Did it ever occur to you that I might have actually liked you and trusted you?! And when i called you out on that you had the nerve to still fucking lie to me!!! You said “no no it wasn’t like that” FUCK YOU YES IT WAS!!! I hate you so much right now. I really do. I want to slap you. punch you. kick you in the penis! I want to hurt you in any emotional way right now. Make you feel what I felt.

    I told you that Sunday that I don’t like to be fucked with. I told you that if you say you want to be friends that you better mean it. Don’t just be saying that shit so you can feel better about yourself. I told you that I get really mad when I am fucked with and that I don’t always say the nicest things when I explode. Well i guess you decided to test that theory because no later than 2 months after you said you weren’t ready for a relationship you got a girlfriend. Her name is claire. Kind of ironic don’t you think? Considering that Claire is SOOOO similar to Clarice??? I’d say that is pretty close. Also, we are both blonde!! Funny how that shit happens. Well you can imagine how happy i was to find out this information. How pleased i was. I held in my ‘feelings’ for a couple days till i couldn’t any more. that is when I unloaded on you via text. That is when I let it all lose and i didn’t even say some of the worse things I could have. I let you off easy. ya know I really hate to be fucked with. But you know what i hate more? People thinking they can fuck with me and get away with it.

    You deleted me on Facebook and on twitter. I am fine with that. Just affirms that you received my lovely messages and that I got to you. Shows that I upset you enough to go out of your way and do that. You have no idea how much that pleases me. =D I really do dislike you and I hope you treat that girl well because if you don’t then i really don’t know how you can still look another girl in the eye and say “i’m a good guy” and believe it.

    You really are an inconsiderate bastard and a big ol’ fucking ass hole.

    Love, Me.

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