I refuse to be your second choice, you don’t know how much it kills me.
That is why i am leaving. I need my distance from you, i can’t be friends like we are now. Every time i am with you she’s on your mind. And half the time i wonder if you come over just to see me or if you are here to see her.
You make me feel like i am not good enough. Even though we are friends now, you still want to kiss me and act like a couple. If only that is what you really wanted.
I can’t be on this emotional roller coaster that i am with you. It was so much easier months ago when we weren’t as close. As much as i honestly care about you, i can’t take what you do to me. How you are everything to me, and i’m nothing to you. I see the way you look at her and i can’t take it. I need to get away from all of this. I am sorry. I will miss you more than you know.. or maybe care. Either way i wish you the best.
I love you.