I hate being away from you, this week has been kind of hard, the whole time I’ve wished you were here. I wanted you beside me at night, wanted you to make me laugh during the day. I’m afraid you’ll leave me because you’re still hung up on A. I know you two had something special no matter how much you deny it. I don’t know if she broke up with you or vice versa, but either way I just don’t know. You dated her up until October when you started talking to me, I never really gave you the time of day because I liked you but never thought you would ever like me back.
I also mentioned I wished you were here, but you didn’t really respond, I don’t know about that either.
I’ve become really self conscious with this weight gain, I get afraid you’re going to leave me, and I hate it, because I will be crushed if that’s the case. I’ve really come to love you and don’t want to let you go.
That’s all I can’t think about this anymore.