Dear someone, or no one, or anyone,
I’ve been trying to say something for a while now. I’m not fine.
I spend so much time upholding everyone’s expectations. But I’m not happy. I haven’t been for so long but I just don’t know how to tell anyone. They expect to see me smiling happily everyday and it seems silly to go and ruin this image.
Even I expect my self to be happy. Yet here I am. I don’t know how to elaborate on this feeling. It doesn’t seem worth the effort.
I just don’t know.