I’m sick of this. I’m sick of feeling sorry for myself. I’m sick of letting everyone around me, including myself, down. I’ve let the small things get to me too easily, and I’m ready to turn things around. On this Thanksgiving, I was able to see how much I have to be thankful for and not to ruin all of it with the failure I’ve been lately.
I’m almost failing a class right now. That is horrible. My parents raised me to be one of the hardest working and smartest students in school. Now I’m getting selfish and lazy at the time when it counts most? I get scared of failing, so I don’t try anything I can fail in? I am pathetic.
This is over.
From now on, I reach my full potential. I become the best that I can be. No more excuses. No more feeling tired or lazy. Just 100% dedication to what I love. To be the best person my friends or family can get. To always be there for others, and to never fail without giving everything I’ve got.
No more fear. I’m done being afraid. Fear is for the weak. I will feed on the hate and doubt that others give me to fuel my unstoppable engine. I won’t be stopped. I CAN’T be stopped.
God has given me too many opportunities to mess up more. Life is short, and I’m not gonna waste these chances. I’m so blessed to have them, and I want to show God that I will use them well