• Smiles Hide A Lot.

    by  • November 25, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Abuse, Help • 7 Comments

    Today as I was harming myself I looked down at the raw cuts and the raised scars on my hips and realized that the only time I truly feel alive is when I’m hurting myself. I cut my hips because it’s the only place that I can harm myself while pretending that I’m still that composed, strong, happy girl that everyone sees. I’m the listener – the comforter – for everyone, but sometimes the listener needs to be listened to.

    Smiles hide a lot.

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    7 Responses to Smiles Hide A Lot.

    1. listener
      November 25, 2011 at 9:03 am

      Please let someone in. You are only hurting yourself (both emotionally and physically). You don’t need to be the strong, happy girl that everyone sees. You can be raw. You can be vulnerable. People will still love you.

      Please seek help.




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    2. lilly
      November 26, 2011 at 1:09 am

      i know what you mean.




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    3. s
      November 26, 2011 at 2:41 am

      i’m filled with so much saddness after reading this. i hope that you find someone to listen to you and that you realize how beautiful that you truly are.




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    4. Jani
      November 26, 2011 at 3:42 pm

      This is one of the most heartbreaking things that I have ever read. Please tell someone. Please.




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    5. love
      November 28, 2011 at 9:29 pm

      You are beautiful. Please see that beauty and don’t let others take it away from you.




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    6. Simon
      December 2, 2011 at 9:18 pm

      I’ll listen. What do you want to talk about?
      I can’t sit idly by while someone so similar to myself needs help.




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    7. Dan
      December 3, 2011 at 12:36 am

      I really hope that you find someone to talk to. Life is too precious to spend feeling the way that you do.




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