• Archive for November 25th, 2011

    i hate you.

    by  • November 25, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Abuse • 0 Comments

    you took me upstairs. you said he wanted another “dance party.” we were the only ones. I don’t know how, but we started making out. I was sitting on you. you picked me up and carried me across the room to the other couch. your tongue felt weird, foreign in my mouth. you laid me

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    I know what I need to do.

    by  • November 25, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Fear • 3 Comments

    I know what I need to do. I need to find the strength to leave you. Leave this empty sad relationship that brings pain and despair I hold on to you, but you no longer exist and never will. I hold on to hope but hope no longer lives here. I hold on that you

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    Dear B,

    by  • November 25, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 0 Comments

    It’s been a while… I miss you. Everyday. I want you to know that I’m sorry for everything. Everything I ever said, everything I put you through. I’m sorry I was scared. I’m sorry I pushed you away and made you feel worthless. I’m sorry I made you feel like you needed to lose weight

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