• Mind Blowing yet Heartfelt…

    by  • November 24, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Love - Pure and Simple • 5 Comments

    You always had a way of blowing my mind in your subtle little ways… You showed me your feelings with the way you liked to ‘reminisce”…. you have let me know that you are feeling that current of electricity that runs between us. You still feel it and I do too. It actually makes my heart happy to know this kind of love, even though we lost our chance years ago. I still think you are my soulmate. I believe in you. No matter where we stand in our life, I will always believe in you.

    I am finally thinking straight again… my mind has been a jumbled mess for too long. It’s not that I think you would rather be with me… but for some reason, I just wish you knew that I know how you feel… because the feelings are mutual.

    Okay, I am off to daydream land where we finally get together and live happily ever after… it may be a far-fetched dream but it’s my dream… at least for now.

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    5 Responses to Mind Blowing yet Heartfelt…

    1. ANEWDAY
      November 25, 2011 at 5:04 am

      this is mindblowing




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    2. Girl
      November 25, 2011 at 5:51 pm

      Well said




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    3. Love
      November 27, 2011 at 7:38 am

      This is all about you and I, and I swear it is you who writes this. I wish I knew, because you are right. I stopped bothering you with my undying feelings, because we both know me well enough to know that all I do is hurt us more with them. They are so beautiful these feelings, but not embracing them will gradually kill us both. I however, can, do, and will forever put them in a place you can find if you try hard enough. You know, I speak to you indirectly thru the things I write, or the music I know you have a way of knowing I am listening to if you really want to know. I am not by any means trying to hide from you, I would give anything to talk to you. I would flat die if you actually called me again, nothing would be more special, more heart-warming, more wanted set aside from the undying desire for you to just appear before me leaving me completely open and vulnerable to you and my feelings. I know I wouldn’t run from them, I have ached and missed you as naturally as I am breathing right now to know that I couldn’t deny my feelings. The distance makes it possible, but no way would it be possible with you right in front of me. I don’t know what’s right or wrong anymore. I don’t know what’s best for you and I anymore. I just know that this love that lives directly in my soul for you no matter you speak to me or not no matter your many states away or not no matter what obstacles stand in front of us, they belong here they are a part of me, you are a part of me. I will love you even in death no matter who I die as. I get discouraged thru the silence that cuts like a knife deep inside my gut and into my soul about your feelings for me, but then I think about how I feel for you and how you always shared how you felt for me I know even thru the hurt, the discouragement, that they are as real and alive as the ground we walk on, the air we breath, and the stars that wink at us in the night. I know, I believe, and I trust in this undying love. My only mistake was giving up on it and settling before I knew you could love me too. This is my bed, here I will lay, but when these eyes close and this mind wonders it constantly comes back to you. You are my soul keeper. I too wish you could tell me I am not alone in this, maybe someday you will. I gave up hunting you down, I thought you remain a girls memory for life. I was wrong and the man that you are has touched the woman I am more profoundly than I ever could have imagined. Love You, Love Me.




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    4. Author
      November 27, 2011 at 10:12 pm

      Sorry hon, this confession was written to a man, I am a women. But good luck to you on your man.




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    5. Love
      November 28, 2011 at 1:54 am

      No worries, it was nice to release it, now if I could just pack it away in a little trinket box and just store it. Only take it out when I wish to instead of it just putting itself out there to be felt and seen on it’s own. I may just put it out there as a letter, and send it off like a message in a bottle for the sea to do what it wishes to do with it. Good Luck to you………sorry I wasn’t him.




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