Have you ever felt like you were the fat kid in the gym class of life? The last one picked? The one forced onto the unlucky and unwilling team? Like everyone is struggling to find anyone else other than you? Well I know that I surely do.
You see I’m not conceited but I know that at the very least I’m decent looking, have a great sense of humor, and have a nice personality. The problem is that it’s apparently gotten me nowhere. I’m 18 years old and I’ve never had a boyfriend, been asked out, or even been kissed. I swear it’s like I’m boy invisible, actually scratch that I can attract the frighteningly creepy.
All I’m saying is that what is it going to take for me to find a guy that I like that might actually reciprocate the feeling?? It’s feeling down right impossible at this moment. It makes me constantly question myself and over analyze every detail of my interactions with my crushes. It makes me feel like I’m broken or unworthy or possibly just unlovable. Yes, I have a decent self esteem and wonderful friends and family who love me so it’s not like I’m suicidal or anything but come on, at least one boy. That’s all I’m asking for is one boy to take a chance on me.
Seriously, I can’t be the only one still waiting to picked? When will it be my turn?