Dear best friend,
I don’t know why I’m writing this nor when I’ll send this, if I ever decide to. There are days when I don’t feel like talking to anybody, and you’re the only one who can cheer me up; the only one who can make me forget everything that happened that day. You make me so happy. Other days, you’re just too much and those days I feel like shit and feel worthless and feel like I don’t deserve you. I know I’ll never have the strength to leave you again, you give me little credit than what I am capable of. I’ll never be as stupid like I was in April.
We have the funniest moments, the weirdest and wackiest, and the most memorable moments. When I cried for hours at your house and you held my hand, even though you didn’t know why I was crying my heart out. You comforted me even when I was staining your bed with my tears. Those moments I will forever treasure in my heart.
You’re the bestest best friend anyone can have. I know everybody says that and it’s cliche to, but I really think there’s nobody like you out there. Nobody with a friendship like ours.
I can talk to you for hours, (literally, we’ve done it), and never run out of things to say to each other. One minute we’re having a conversation about helicopters or Twilight and then you or I will randomly say ‘I love you’ to the other and the conversation stops because the blushing begins.
Tomorrow is Thanksgiving, and I am so thankful to have you. You’re the best thing that has ever happened to me. You know all the shitty shit that I’v gone through and all I’ve overcome, but there’s always one thing that keeps me going and keeps me sane, and that’s my best friend. <3
I love you so much, best friend. I hope you realize how much one day.