• Why?

    by  • November 21, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 0 Comments

    I hate that I can not get over you
    I’ve tried, believe me I have
    And for a while it worked, for a whole week I fully believed that I was over you
    And then I realized that I had not spoken to, or even seen you in that week.
    And then I did see you
    And we talked for two hours over supper
    And then I realised how far in over my head I was
    I wanted your attention
    And I hated her for having it
    And then I hated myself for hating her because she had been my friend before
    That was the day I realized just how badly I had it
    Just how much I wanted you to just hold me in your arms and tell me that you felt the same way.
    Because that would make this whole thing easier
    Instead I now just get to see you everyday day
    And deal with the fact that while you flirt with me, your still flirting with every other girl you see too.
    And it hurts to know that you dont think Im good enough for you

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