• This is probably stupid, but I love you.

    by  • November 21, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Goodbye, Pets, Those Gone Before Us • 1 Comment

    I never spent enough time with you. I was always “too busy” with school work or wasting time on the computer. Too busy worrying about the boys and what they thought of me and would they notice me, too busy worrying about whether my friends were loyal to me or not. You were always there, and you always seemed happy. You must have been in so much pain as the cancer began to take over your body, but I never was with you enough to notice. Most of the time I forgot about you, and I’m so, so sorry.

    I will always love you unconditionally. I remember the first time I held you, stroked your fur; I was so excited to be getting a puppy. I haven’t played with you enough over the years. I hope you know how much I love you.

    I can’t really talk to my friends about this as much as I’d like. I mean, they feel sad for me and for you to some degree, but they expect me to get over it soon enough. I don’t know if I’ll be able to.

    You mean so much to me; I love you. Your hugs were the best, your kisses were the most enthusiastic, and I know where you’re going is going to be so much better than here.

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    One Response to This is probably stupid, but I love you.

    1. Kenna
      April 30, 2012 at 3:28 am

      I know how you feel. I had a dog that I wish I had spent more time with and I still cry thinking about how I ignored him. He passed away 5 years ago and the pain is still there for my entire family. But one thing that makes me feel better is that dogs have a way of knowing you love them even if you dont show it often. They are looking down on you now and they know you feel bad and dogs are so loving they forgive us even when we dont think we deserve it.



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