You took me by surprise. You swept me off my feet. You made me feel like no one had ever made me feel.
The worst part is, that it all scared me to death. It scared me how much I started to care about you. I was scared of what others would think. I was scared you were just like all the others. I was scared so I distanced myself with no explanation whatsoever.
I beat myself up over it every day. I know in my heart I was meant to be with you. You are the only one I have ever loved, and yet I let you slip away out of fear.
I’m smarter now, I’ve grown up a lot. Now I know that love means facing your fears. Love is scary sometimes, but if it’s real, like ours was…then it’s worth it.
Here I sit, still in love with you, hoping that you can find it somewhere within to give me that second chance. Every 11:11 I wish to be by your side once more, and with every star I wish to be wrapped in your arms. I ran from your love before, but I promise you, I swear to you, if you give me another chance I’ll prove to you that I’m worthy of it.
Please…I’ll never be the same without you, I need you.