One second I am in the craziest, most outgoing, happiest mood….and the next I’m cranky, angry at the world and just want to be alone. That cannot be normal. It’s been getting a little better lately, but it’s definitely still there. I hate it. It isn’t even a day to day thing, its hour to hour.
It’s not like I don’t get enough sleep, I definitely do. And usually I don’t want to talk to anyone about anything happening in my life. I have family and friends I could talk to, but I keep distancing myself from people. Yet at the same time there is nothing I want more than that person I feel comfortable talking to, that person that actually WANTS to hear about what’s going on with me.
I just don’t understand what’s going on in my head and I hate it. :/