• Any Friends…?

    by  • November 21, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Friends • 0 Comments

    At this very moment I don’t know if I got real friends…

    My cousin one of my best friends introduce me to her friends a while ago… yesterday she told me that, she was mad with me because she was feeling like I was tooking away her friends… Which I’m not… It was not a fight at all, but it got me depressed… I was hanging out more with her and her friends, and I talked to them like they were mine (because now they are too), they look for me and ask for me… I was really happy because now I could hangout with them and my cousin which I love… so yes, it got me depressed that she told me that… Now I feel like I can’t talk to them because my cuz will get mad and I don’t want that…

    And now… I’m depressed…

    Wanna know why??
    My “friends” (not the ones I know because of my cousin) I barely see them, I barely talk to them… and when I do, is because I am the one who looks for them and tries to talk and hang out… If I do nothing… they wouldn’t either
    I’m really trying to understand why this is happening, now i feel like I don’t have friends at all…
    The only friend I really have is one of my closest friends on earth and I wanna thank her for being there, even if she gets mad out of nowhere sometimes…

    And now I think I should learn that the ones that want to stick around you… they would, and the ones that don’t they would walk away and I should thank God because of that because that mean that they are only a waste of time…

    So THANKS, thanks to the ones that are there for me when I need them, becuase they are the ones I should appreciate…

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