I’ve been debating whether or not I want to talk to you again. I really want this awkward time in our life to be over.
I am undeniably sorry for what I did to you. I don’t think I can say that enough. But I have said it so many times and you have ignored me. I’m at the point in my life where I can’t say it anymore because it is no longer worth the hurt.
I think that the things that are left unsaid would probably hurt you more. I never want to say those things to you though.
I don’t even know if I miss you anymore. I am being selfish and I want my life to work out and not have to worry about next summer. I know I have to give you time, but how much time do you need? How important was I to you?