• Torn

    by  • November 19, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Abuse, Help • 3 Comments

    I’ve been keeping this secret for almost two years. I thought that I could fight it on my own, that all of these feelings would just go away eventually. But they’re just getting worse and worse. Mom, Dad, I was raped freshman year by a guy that lives across the street from Grandma. I don’t want to tell you because I don’t want to hurt you. I know that you both have so much on your plates already, I don’t want to make life more difficult.

    Still, it’s been two years and I’m getting worse. I have nightmares almost every night and I feel like no one is ever going to love me. Don’t you ever wonder why I never go out? I don’t trust any guy, and even if I did I know I’m never going to be good enough for anyone.

    I won’t tell you because I’m trying to take care of you…But, who’s going to take care of me?

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    3 Responses to Torn

    1. Angelique
      November 20, 2011 at 10:54 am

      You need to tell someone you trust and find some help. I know that everyone says that but I have been there. It never gets any better if you don’t.


    2. Daisy
      November 21, 2011 at 2:27 am

      I have been there. I know what it is like. I thought that after a while things would just go away, but it started eating away at my entire life. Once i talked about it with a professional, they helped me through it and things are better. Things will get better, I promise you that. Just talk to someone about it.


    3. Kat
      November 29, 2011 at 9:24 pm

      Tell your parents, they will be far more understanding than you can imagine. They will be supportive. You need help, you need to heal. Please find help. Best of luck.



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