• Simba.

    by  • November 19, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Breaking Up • 2 Comments

    I’m sorry for putting you through hell this past week. I’m sorry I ended things abruptly and that you did not foresee this. I did not want to hurt you, but I had to. I could not force my feelings for you any longer because although I knew you were happy thinking things were good, I was not. I hate seeing you upset and knowing I am the reason for your sadness but it would have only hurt so much worse if I kept this going. I do like you a lot and we do have so much fun together. I love kissing you and cuddling and everything else but for some reason something was just not there. I hated how you would push things onto me and tell me that you knew what I was thinking because obviously you didn’t. It sucks not talking to you on a daily basis knowing that you pretty much despise me right now but I do not regret what I did. Yes, you treated me well and I know you would have done anything for me but you deserve someone who is going to love you unconditionally and that person is not me. I want so desperately for you to be happy and therefore I did this so you could find that someone. I know you think I don’t care right now but I do, I have thought about you a lot hoping that you’re alright but knowing you probably not. I just pray that someday you will understand and that you can forgive me but for now I sit here waiting. I do love you, but I just couldn’t go on knowing I’m only lifting you up for a letdown.

    I really do care about you so much.

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    2 Responses to Simba.

    1. A.R.
      November 20, 2011 at 12:07 pm

      Fuck that reminds me of this one girl a few years ago she never called me Simba but my name for her was Nala sometimes even though she didn’t like it. Sounds like something she would say to me, even though i think it is bullshit that she would want to let me go in order for me to find the right person, but still cares about me, doesn’t she see that that makes her even more of the right person?



    2. alex
      November 20, 2011 at 1:53 pm

      This sounds so much like my ex girlfriend she use to say the same thing like there could be someone better out there for me even though she loved me and i loved her with all my heart. but Don’t you that wanting the best for someone else even if its not with you when they are right there by your side and never want to leave is even more proof that yall are perfect together? We even use to say rawr to each other cuz it was i love you in dinosaur and i would occasionally call her nala even though she hated it.I know its not you though, you would never post on here and even if it was you, youd never tell me it was you even if it was something i wanted to hear. I never wrote a letter on here because i always told you everything that was on my mind, even if it wasn’t appropriate. i think the only reason i like these stories so much is because i can pretend they are from her to me.

      I love you to Cupcake sorry things had to end the way they did



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