• Hard Battle

    by  • November 19, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Acceptance • 4 Comments

    I am fighting the hardest battle I have ever faced. On the one hand, I have a beautiful, sexy, and intelligent girl friend who I love very much. On the other hand, I have you- the one who makes me smile and drives me to be a better person. You as well are beautiful, sexy, and intelligent. What the hell am I supposed to do?? You could not have come into my life at a more inconvenient time. I love my girl friend, yes but I have doubts that don’t have to do with you. I have strong feelings for you but we cannot be together due to professional reasons so why is this even still a question? You drive me crazy in such an amazing way and honestly I’m crazy about you. Why do people like you come into my life, what’s the purpose? Are we supposed to be together? Who knows, all I know is how I feel when I’m around you, and now, even your friendship means the world to me. I think I’ll just continue to put in time as your friend, work on my relationship, and hopefully learn from this situation and come out happy no matter what the outcome is. It’s just my heart is telling me one thing and my brain is telling me the other… I hope I find my answers. In the mean time, having such beautiful people in my life leaves me with no complaints- I just want to do the right thing.

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    4 Responses to Hard Battle

    1. Angel
      November 19, 2011 at 10:40 am

      Tears came to my eyes although I didn’t actually cry, the feeling is bittersweet because that is the way I feel about him….T


    2. Steph
      November 19, 2011 at 4:21 pm

      I know exactly how you feel.
      My best friend are going through the same thing.
      I hope we both find what we are looking for.
      All the best <3


    3. Angel
      November 20, 2011 at 9:53 am

      You could very well be him. I’d like to think this is the way he feels. I know he has deep feelings for me, I’ve seen the signs, and I’m sure he has seen the signs that I have deep feelings for him as well. I suppose these feelings should be expected considering the circumstances or our meeting.

      And I just have to keep reminding myself that if we were suppose to be together, the timing would have been right. I just always thought that when it happened, the timing would be right… something he predicted… but as it turns out, we both had a different lesson to learn.

      I am happy to have him in my life as a friend, he is the one that made it happen. And I am even more grateful that he is the one that introduced me to my best friend of all time… his girlfriend.


    4. Angel
      January 10, 2012 at 2:11 am

      For a lot of reasons, I think this post was meant for me. Even if it’s not, I will tell you what I do know, he is actually doing what the author suggests.

      They seem to be doing better in their relationship and I am so happy for both of them as they both seem to be evolving in their relationship. It’s a good feeling to see between two friends that I love dearly.



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