I know lately things haven’t been the same…
I want it to go back..
I miss how we would talk like good friends.
I miss waiting just a little bit after class to talk with you.
I miss walking with you to the middle, and then going off on our own ways.
I miss you being the only person that could make me smile when I didn’t want to.
I miss making up petty reasons to talk to you.
I miss just being there.
Why did it stop?
When did it get to the point where we stopped talking?
When did it get to the point where we stopped walking?
When did it get to the point where you are the only person that makes my heart hurt anytime I look at you?
When did it get to the point where we stopped being there?
I don’t understand..
What did I do?
What did I say?
How did I act?
I don’t know how to change things.
I don’t know how to fix them, make them go back.
I don’t know how to fix me..
I just want to let you know,
If I could change the past, God knows I would.
But I can’t.
It pains me to admit this;
But I know things will never be the same.
I know things will probably never be good again.
I know that I’m probably the last person you want to talk to. Ever.
I just wish that it could go back to talking.
I wish it could go back to walking.
I wish it could go back to smiles & happiness.
I wish it could go back to the friendship we once had.
Even if you don’t.