• Meh

    by  • November 16, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Confusion • 1 Comment

    Hey love. You know I miss you right? Only 2 more days till you’re back home. I wish you would talk to me. Call me even. I haven’t heard your voice in 2 months. Sure, we’ve still been talking, and I get to see you in a couple days, but I feel left out. For being the one you like, it sure doesn’t show. I know, I know, you’ve been busy with field work and all the final tests and all. And I know, Will was right, and I should have more faith in you, that you’re excited to see me. But I can’t help but be wary. I’ve been in this situation before, you know that. Can you blame me for being worried after not hearing much? You know how my ex was, and even told me yourself you would be way better than that and not let me down. But you kind of have been and the lack of communication, while apparently my so called “best friend” has been able to talk to you all the time. Sure, I’ll freely admit I’m slightly jealous, but I’m more hurt by it than anything. :/

    One Response to Meh

    1. LadyJanesBrains
      December 8, 2011 at 8:30 pm

      there is nothing worse than having someone tell you how much they care, how much they want to do for you, to prove themselves for whatever reason… and then having them not follow through with what they said, after they have convinced us to break down a guard, a wall, what we use to protect ourselves from exactly what they are now doing.

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