• To You-

    by  • November 14, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Heartbreak • 0 Comments

    I thought that you’d be easier to get over-

    We didn’t date that long. But, every moment spent with you, I was the happiest girl alive.

    You broke me from my 2-year old habit, and I thank you for that. Now, I’m just scared that even though you are gone, you’ll be my new habit.

    It wasn’t sudden. I knew it was coming. But, I just didn’t want to believe it. I thought that everything would be okay. But, it wasn’t.

    It didn’t even hurt when we talked about it. You let me down easy. As we walked the few blocks..you told me that you had a lot going on right now.

    A girlfriend wasn’t the right choice for you at this point in time. That’s what you said to me. You said that staying in this would be more detrimental to me in the end.

    You said you really like me. I didn’t deserve to feel like this. You still want to be friends. I don’t think I can do that.

    Because as long as I have remembered, we’ve never been “just friends”. I had this crazy crush on you.

    You asked if I was pissed off. I was…but not at you. I was more mad at myself for letting my heart overtake my head and caring for you as much as I did.

    As I do..

    And, now I just can’t help but wonder…

    What happened? Was it something that I did and you just don’t have the guts to tell me? I need to know..

    Because I hate crying.

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