• I was naive.

    by  • November 14, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Abuse, Confession • 4 Comments

    I got raped.

    I’ve cried my tears; there are no more. I waited three weeks to tell my mom. It was the hardest thing I’ve ever done.

    You might wonder about the circumstances. It was my first month of college. I was drunk, far too drunk, and naive and trusting. My ‘friends’ left me alone with him. I hardly remember it, just bits and pieces.

    I was a virgin.

    Maybe it was my fault.

    It doesn’t matter. I still think about it every day; those little clips of vague memory play over and over again. I don’t even know his last name. I don’t want to. I saw his face in a picture once and got sick. I never thought something so bad could happen to me. I know I’ll never be the same, and that makes me so sad.

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    4 Responses to I was naive.

    1. Tiffany
      November 15, 2011 at 1:10 am

      He may have took away your body, but he never touched your soul.


    2. Megan
      November 15, 2011 at 6:41 am

      get yourself help. You shouldn’t have to deal with a crisis this large alone.


    3. M
      November 15, 2011 at 11:57 am

      Please don’t think this is your fault, and please don’t think you will never be whole again. You will get through this.

      If you need more help, guidance, or just want to vent/scream/cry/talk, call this 24-hour hotline:

      (210) 349-7273

      it’s completely anonymous, just like this site, and will help you greatly.
      Take care.


    4. Ev
      November 16, 2011 at 10:50 pm

      stay strong <3 don't let this beat you. you are beautiful and did not deserve this. It was not your fault at all. His karma will come and you will be stronger than ever. He took something that wasn't his and it is okay to be sad you have every right to be sad. i don't know you but i love you and there are people who are here for you. i am a victim. it was my boyfriend at the time. these boys will pay but you and i are strong and can beat this.



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