I’m detoxing, rehabbing. It’s something I came up with to get over another boy. But I’m going to need it to get over you. But I’m going to have to be a bit more extreme than before.
For two weeks;
-Nothing to drink except energy drinks and water.
-Eat as little as possible. Just enough to live.
-Hot, HOT showers. Everyday.
-Maybe some cutting or pill popping.
-As little social interaction as possible with others.
-No contact with you.
Every time I realize how much it sucks, I’m going to remember that it’s your stupid fault. Then I’ll be mad, which makes it easier to get over you.
This is killing me. I’m unmotivated to do anything. I think about suicide.
Thanks for that. I’m closer than ever before.
I can’t help but wonder… Would you even care?
I miss you, in the most tragic way.
Love, Me <3