• Dear anyone

    by  • November 14, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Family Stuff • 0 Comments

    I am a “good girl”
    I have a 4.0 gpa
    studying pre-med
    don’t drink
    don’t smoke
    dont swear
    don’t have sex
    make time for family

    – but I have a boyfriend –

    who I love. deeply. and he does love me too. We have been best friends and on top of that we have loved each other for almost a year. I have my own apartment and he does too. this is the 3rd time my mother catches us that we sleep together. but that’s it. we just sleep. he leaves tomorrow for a week and Im going to miss him so much. I have never been this in love with a person. I know I am not to be fooled by love. I know when it’s time to leave and I know how I should be treated. and everything is well. except we have SLEPT together (as in sharing a bed).

    Now I can never gain my mom’s trust back. I don’t know what its going to happen. Will I be sent away? Will I be forced to go back home? Never see him again? unbearable.

    I don’t know what to do.

    it feels like the end.

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