This is such a deep sadness I am in. I am weeping and my tears seem to come directly from my soul. It really is something spectacular. I was not aware that there could be such a feeling. I would not wish it on anybody, it is simply horrific.
There is another degree of torture in this…It won’t go away. The deepness of this sadness is immense. You can only hope to live with it. Which isn’t much of a choice, right?
This is the love I have for the one thing the universe has dangled in front of me and made clear was not to be reached.
Do you see why this hurts so badly?
This man is one I won’t soon forget.