Remember when you used to have a crush on me? And we used to talk ALL the time? Remember when you asked me out, and I rejected you?
That may have been the dumbest thing I’ve done to date. Truth is, I kind of liked you. But my friends teased me when they found out that you liked me, and I was too afraid of being made fun of for dating you. I realize that sounds completely shallow and I feel so stupid for caring so much about what people would think of me.
Now you’re dating her. And all of those friends that I thought would make fun of me? They’re totally supportive of your relationship, and no one makes fun of her at all. You’re both my friends, and I’m happy for you two, really.
But every time I see you, I’m just a little bit jealous of her. Jealous that she has a great boyfriend. And jealous that she didn’t care what anyone thought about dating him in the first place.
I guess I’ll never know what kind of relationship I missed out on because I was just so stupid… I guess you’re just the one that got away. </3