It’s hard for me to say this, even writing it down is hard. It took me a long time to realize what I’m about to say. Some people would say I have a crush, but I know it is something much more. I don’t know if it’s possible to feel something much deeper and much stronger than love, but I think that’s what I’m feeling. I know this is feeling of compassion is something from God. I know that we may not know each other very well, and we are slowly building a relationship. I haven’t told you how I feel yet because you said you weren’t ready for a relationship, I’m waiting until you are ready. With each time we make eye contact, with each conversation we have I feel like we are getting closer to going with each other. I have hope in our future. I don’t want to lose it.