• Archive for November 13th, 2011

    Dear Dad,

    by  • November 13, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Those Gone Before Us • 1 Comment

    This is a letter I will never send, because unfortunately nobody has figured out how to send letters to loved ones in the afterlife. Every day I think about the accident. I think about walking into that hospital room and seeing you, bloody, covered in grass with your head swollen three times it’s normal size.

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    Just. Keep. Playing.

    by  • November 13, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Inspiration • 1 Comment

    Dear Stunningly Under-rated Musician, Your music inspires me. I want to thank you for being born and tell you a little bit about your perfect fan—me. I don’t need my name on the guest list because I think it’s important to purchase my ticket. I will always buy a t-shirt and the CD at the

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    I admit…

    by  • November 13, 2011 • Resolution • 0 Comments

    I starve myself because I want to take up less space in the world. I cut because scars are the only way I can warn people of the disaster I am. I fuck because it makes me feel less. I lie because it is the only control I have. I drink because I want happiness

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    thought

    by  • November 13, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Inspiration • 0 Comments

    dear you who are doesn’t want to think anymore, you who doesn’t want to feel. doesn’t want a thought in their head. Thinking. Thought is what we are. We are an idea from someone. Somewhere. Somehow. Some place in the universe someone perhaps your parents, maybe someone long gone whose ashes you breathe, had an

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    Realize

    by  • November 13, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Love - Pure and Simple • 0 Comments

    The other night when we video chatted I finally came to this bone chilling realization that we will never be together. I’ve told you I love you, that my biggest fear is to lose you. I have almost cried in front of you, showed up at your house when I thought you weren’t going to

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