Mom, if only you knew how much hurt you’ve put me through. I’m only 15 and i feel like i’m living the life of a 30 year old. I’m constantly under stress and at times i feel like just giving up on everything. You’re never here for me like a real mother should be. You don’t take care of me, mamaw does. You actually don’t take care of me, nick, or caleb. It hurts to see what you’re doing to me and yourself. You need help, and i wish that you could see it like everyone else. I’m starting to lose all the love i’ve ever had for you… and it sucks to say this… but you’ve robbed me of my childhood and i hate you for that.