I have never felt this heartbroken before. I agree that everything Justin said, I need to work on. But why did he have to walk out after he said it? He is a stupid boy. I would have done anything for him, yet he continued to point out my faults. I’m not PERFECT. No one is perfect. And it hurts because I care so much for him and I know he still loves me. I thought if you LOVE someone you don’t walk out when they need you. You stand by them no matter what. You love them and their faults. You don’t find reasons to hate them because of it. I wish you could see that I still love you. And that you mean the world to me. I lost your friendship. And that hurts. I want you to know that you made me love myself. Until the end, you loved me for me. Justin’s going no where. You are beautiful. Etc. All the amazing things you said to me….but you did go someone. Twice. You left me…TWICE. What is that about?
Why can’t I keep a guy happy? Why do they always leave me?
What is wrong with me?