I never thought that it would hurt. Not until now. Please.
So.. I found out that you got a new one. It broke my heart, actually. She’s pretty, smart, and not me.
It’s been a while since we broke up. I was forcing myself to move on for the longest time. But I can’t. I fell in love again with another person, but it wasn’t the same as you. Maybe I’m still not prepared. Maybe I’m still not over you. Maybe it’s still you.
I want you to read this, but most probably, you won’t care anymore. You won’t even probably care if I tell you that I’m gonna kill myself. I want you to know how I feel. But, you’ll probably think it’s a waste of time.
I.. I want to thank you. I want to say sorry. I want to talk to you. I.. I.. I love you, even though I’m just your ex.