• Dear James

    by  • November 12, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Letting Go • 0 Comments

    James I fell in love with you at my sixteenth birthday party when we lay in the road under the starless sky together. That day I felt special, like we had a connection and there was something there. It’s been two years almost since that day and you never fail to break my heart. How I wish I could go back and uninvite you from that party. Now i know that we have never dated but James the other night when you danced with those girls in front of me at my Halloween party it hurt. What hurt more though was when I found that you were hurting my best friend more than you could ever hurt me. To let her believe that there was something between you two when there clearly isn’t breaks my heart. Especially now seeing that she is still letting you lead her on. James I don’t love you anymore. I wanted to believe, these past few years, that you could be my boyfriend but you wont be anyone’s boyfriend. I am mad at you for treating my friend like she’s anything less than an amazing, beautiful girl. I hate you for that because she deserves so much better and its guys like you that make her think she doesn’t. What you did to me, you don’t even know about . How could you? I loved you from afar because I knew that you would only dissapoint me if I actually tried to get close. I fell in love with the guy i hoped you could be without ever considering whether or not you could him. It hurts to see who you really are and I will never forgive you for what you have done to my friend. You’re one of the bad guys but I believe you can change. There is a good guy in you but he’s lost and once you find him you’re going to be a really great guy and an amazing boyfriend but right now you are sickening. I know we don’t have a chance to be together but for the hopes of the next girl’s heart you mess with I hope you change and I hope that you realize soon that change is necessary. I hate the guy I see when I look at you. You are a jerk, a player, a slime ball, and not a great person. Now prove me wrong.

    N

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