It’s been two years. How can I still possibly feel this much pain over losing you? I’ve dated others. Others don’t compare. If only you could have explained to me why we broke up, why you left me, what went wrong. These seem like questions that I will never have the answers to. So now I’m left here, still wondering, still waiting, still wanting. Alone. I can’t ask you because then you would know that I still think about you, still think about us, still love you. Every time I look at my phone there is a second, just one second that I hope to see your name. We were so perfect. Why did this happen? They say that if you love someone you should let them go, if they come back to you it was always meant to be. Why haven’t you come back to me yet? Please help me understand so I can move on and be over you.