We first met when I was 13. I never knew what being alone felt like, but you made those horrible feelings of despair go away…
When I found my first girlfriend you were always there, during every fight, for me to talk to… cry to…
I confessed so much in the dark of night to you, who was not there.
Now at age 20 I’m wondering where you are. I always hoped one day we would pass each other. One day I would see you, waiting for me. I pictured it and its played in my mind. You would stand there smile and I would know right then who you are. You would save me from this depression.
Where are you?
I see you in my mind, I feel you with the painful tug of my heartstrings… but where are you now?
As I sit here with my current boyfriend I wonder if this is it…..