Dear Liar/Ex Friend/Bitch that slept with My Man/Whoever you chose to be today..
You’ll probably never understand how much you hurt me,
And how much pain you cause daily in my new life.
We use to be real good friends but you lied constantly about everything!!
I probably would have liked who you truely are,
not who you try to project yourself to be..
We were great friends that got mixed up in being lovers.
But I never ment for that to happen. I only wanted you as a friend,
but you wanted more. More was too much but I firgured it’s fine since we’re getting to know each other..
As I found out everything about you that you’ve ever told me was fake, it was hard dealing with not knowing who the hell you truly are..
And wondering who the hell did I let in my life??
Then you hurt me in ways that no true friend should ever hurt someone.
I don’t care how much you lied anymore,
I care about if my lover talks to you,
secretly sees you, wants to be with you,
if he thinks of you while with me..
I have his baby and live with him,
but you are always brought up no matter how hard we avoid you.
Why can’t you really be the person you claimed to be?
You know, the one that doesn’t actually exist.
Please just finally die of your fake illness or just move already to whatever place you claim you’re going to now days, just stop sticking around to hurt me more. I can’t stand the fact that I even know your name..