Dear Family and Friends,
We’ve been going through a hell of a lot lately. There has been so much stress and pain and frustration with life lately that I just had to say something. I know you won’t see this and know it’s me but I’m saying this to you: I’m sorry I keep fucking up so hard and making things so much harder on other people. I know I can be selfish and rude. I hurt peoples feelings and I don’t take the time to think of others. I can’t think before I speak and my manners are horrible. I know that I keep having break downs and I keep falling back. But I’m so lost trying to figure out what to that I’m slowly going insane with the worry and the stress. And yes mom the weed is an addition too. I’m sorry dad I’m pretty sure I failed out of college this semester. And I’m sorry to my brother who I am so proud of that I have let down so deeply this time. I love you all and I don’t deserve all the efforts you gave. I fucked up my life. And maybe one day things will be ok. but right now before it all blows up i wanted to show you guys that i know what I’ve done and I can’t bare to face you in life so here I can be honest and tell you the truth. I could have been anything I wanted but I lost the motivation in the world to it at all.
love your daughter